10/1/2014
Daily Journal,
I slept well last night although I got up in pain as I managed to pretzel myself up in my sleep again. I went back to asleep upon a new position. I woke groggy but pain was low. I took my 8 year old to school and came home to gather paperwork I needed to take to town. I took my 16 month old with me. I was doing ok getting him in and out of the carseat until the last stop to get WIC because he ran out of milk. I couldn't get him out of the cart! My mid back has a pain that I cant get rid of. I thought I would need to ask for help. Instead I pushed through the pain. Getting him and the groceries in seemed impossible. I hurt so bad.
I also woke up today with a split in the crease of my second to pinky toe. I have had this happen certain times of year since I was a kid. It feels worse than a paper cut. This one is pretty deep.
I feel very tired too. I took a nap this afternoon. The drug doesn't seem to affect my ability (or lack there of really) to control the racing thoughts that come with my anxiety. It's too bad I cant seem to get any treatment for that.
Will add more later if anything new comes up...
Its about 5 PM and I cant bend! My mid back is in full blown pain. Not cool.
Went to sleep and got up at 11 PM. Too late to take day 2! I have to work tomorrow.